sometimes i just think about how crazy mysterious God is.
so much so that my mind gets lost in it.

i love that i have no control over who He was and is.
there’s nothing i can do about it.
He’s just Him.

and i love that i’ll spend my entire life pursuing this thing,
this thing that i know my tiny human mind will never comprehend.
i’ll never be able to wrap my mind around all of His intricacies.
and yet i spend every day chasing after it.
wanting to know more.
wanting to understand.

i hope this never changes in me.
i love getting lost in the mystery of it.